Sleepparalysis

Is there a way to think about you, my dear friend, without thinking about my vivid sleep paralysis? Feeling your eyes pierce me and stare me down and never letting me go, as if I could move in the first place. It just adds to this mischief and charisma about you that I can't help but fall for. But the paralysis is such a dark place, immoveable, stiff, cold..... and you're so warm, bright, flexible.... how is it possible? How are you possible?