Outside

Why do I feel like I'm the one on the outside, always looking in?

I watch and listen and hear and I put the little bits together and I start to see things. I start to realize the little things that pull and push us together and apart and I see where we get lost and how it can happen so often and I wonder if by sitting here listening and watching I’ll somehow make it out of that cycle intact and without the scars and bumps of everything else.