Should

This mind is full of shoulds. Overrun with judgments of what I should or should not do. What are these based on? There aren’t actually rules to existence and how to do it. “Should” is a residue from society clogging these neural pathways. “Should” is holding me back, keeping me from my potential, making me question myself. What if I just try something for the sake of doing it? What if this is how I break the barrier? How I could become more authentic.