I want to go out. I want to get into the car and drive. I just want to drive and keep going and not stop and just see where I end up.
I want to move from place to place working shit jobs saving just enough money to move onto the next place.
I want to be a different person.
I want to go through one of those life changing experiences that forces you into a different state of being. Into a different frame of mind.
That forces you to be a different person for better or worse.
I just want to go.