Closer

We're getting closer. But apparently we're hiding it from everyone we know. I understand on all levels, I just don't think it's really necessary. I mean, geologically, our group is a bit scattered except for us, no one'd really think it strange. Hopefully.

I want us to be so much closer than we are, but I don't know how to do that. I've never had to worry about this type of stuff. I'm not used to it. I'm such a cold person and it's hard for me to open up. That's what my problem was today. I'm so scared that if I don't open up I'll ruin it. I don't want that to happen. I would hate for that to happen.