Want

1 year, 6 months ago
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I don't love him. He's a coworker, who has a serious monogamous girlfriend, and I've never been a fan of cheating or workplace romance. But this isn't romance, just sex. I've never been a fan of that either.

Somehow, in spite of all the sense it doesn't make, I love the way he makes me feel. I fall asleep wanting him and kind of hope it can stay like this foreverish

I want you, badly. I waited for a chance to talk to you today but you were always surrounded by people. I tried to smile whenever I thought you were looking in my direction, hoping you would notice me. I can't even begin to tell you how much I wish you would decide you want to get to know me better. I wish I weren't so shy, so I could just initiate the contact.

i want you. i want you so much. everytime i read your words, find that your thoughts match mine. i want your hands and your mouth and your thoughts. your silly smile and your silly hair. i want to fold myself into you and never come out. i want to make you feel alive. i want to make your colors brighter. i want you

I've come to realize that he doesn't want me, as much as i want him.

Or at least that's what it feels like. it could just be paranoia, though.

It's ok if he doesn't, it just hurts a little.

Whatever, I'll get over it.

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if youe not sure about his feelings, the best thing to do, would be to ask him. ive learned that not talking about things is the killer for relationships, being as open as you can is usually the best way to go about relationships. or, tell him how you feel

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