Crushed

friends. not tonight. i've got a computer keeping me company.

my fault.

i don't want the swarms of people my cohorts seem to love. nope. not tonight. tonight i want a friend. just one. one person who can give me an hour or two of his or her time.

i need to be babied. i need to be shown that people care about me. i know that people care. i have friends. i really do. but tonight i need some proof. i need to be reminded.

why am i so damn alone this year?