Things seem to have just decayed from the better into the more familiar worse. I miss those days, when things seemed perfect even if they weren't. He's gone now and once again I am alone. I surround myself with people that interest me and people that I care about.

The number of people I love just went down to zero.

It seems that you can be alone in this world. Isolated from the other monkeys hopping around this godforsaken earth.

It seems........... Why can't things ever be what they seem?