Moan

Moan moan moan. It's a word that, to me, evokes a feeling deeper than just having sex. It's a way to let your partner know that you enjoy whatever it is that they're doing. I moan. But it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I feel like a dirty slut everytime I do it. As soon as I let out that one slight sound of a moan from my lips I can feel my face turning red and I wonder if he notices. Probably not, though. The lights are off, after all. But still. Why does moaning embarrass me when it turns him on so much?