Feeling

I often have overwhelming feelings. In the pit of my stomach type of feelings. At this point, I realize it is intuition and it gets stronger by the day. Just the other day I had the same feeling and it was good I know what I was supposed to learn from that premonition and I did. Today as I was driving home from the cornfields in rural Indiana (my phone died and would NOT charge.) I had no idea where I was but I knew at one point to turn around because I was near Ohio. I was beginning to get a bit nervous but I got straightened around. Thanks to the mail lady. She restored some of my faith in humanity so overall it was a beautiful thing.

As I get back on the correct route I zone out as I am driving. All of a sudden, I feel a presence like a safe everything is fine lady get your life together presence like I had a few weeks back. The last time I felt it I was inspired to share my thoughts. Today the exact same feeling. I have felt this feeling before in my workspace and at my home. It is always when I am worried or anxious or just overreacting some of the time. Probably most of the time, the overreacting part.

I think your mere presence inspires me. I like it. Thank you! I appreciate you sharing your gift with me!

I feel nothing. There's a void inside me. My physical body is there, but my soul is not. I can laugh, smile, cry, yell, but I still can't feel like I used to before. I know there is something terribly wrong with me, but I am powerless against this darkness.

What I've read The sculptures laying around Busts of what's happened – not what's happening For the feelings disassociate. Clash with what's happened today. Like showing up at an accident Minutes after it has occurred.

He wants to know what I'm doing. He can't figure out the feelings from inside. I want to know what she's doing. I can only figure what the feelings are inside. The feelings clash, aren't connected with my thoughts. My thoughts aren't connected to feelings. My feelings unprecedented They have a cramp; can't get my mind off them.

I just know it wasn't time for him to go.

i am: happy- because i fixed my internet and i just ate a great dinner sad- because i am alone in my bed. sorry- because i hurt you. i miss you so much and im ashamed of it. horny- if i dont have sex soon im going to jump someone. amused- because my toes are painted different colors angry- because i am a selfish girl

I had a strange dream last night, though I don't remember much of it. The thing I most vividly remember is the end. I was curled up against a guy's (my boyfriend in the dream maybe?) bare chest, my face buried in his neck. I think I may have been crying, and we were soaking wet (we were at a water park for some reason...) but he had his arms (which were very muscular and nice) around me and I felt completely comforted. I can remember how his skin felt, how warm he was, how good he smelled. I really miss the feeling of being in someone's arms like that.

This can't last right? This feeling of complete emptiness, this feeling that makes me want to cry all the time, this feeling that's telling me that I really don't want to be here, even though in my heart i know I do. This feeling of not looking forward to anything anything anymore. I'm not dealing with this very well.