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I never used to feel like this. I never felt like i was judged for wearing sweat pants. I was just me. With them i still felt like i got stared at. I still felt pretty. Its kinda like getting out of a pool or a beach. I felt like my hair looked bad. But they said i still looked good. While you say maybe i should dress up. They said although my hair wasnt perfect that i still was. You say its nice when i dress up for you. They made me feel special. And ik you would normally make me feel special. You would have before i met them. But i cant. Im with you. But i cant get them out of my head. When i dream. Its them not you. And im sorry but its the truth. But the even harsher truth. Is its too late. And while my heart may be with them and while i think of them. Im with you.

I never used to feel like this. I never felt like i was judged for wearing sweat pants. I was just me. With them i still felt like i got stared at. I still felt pretty. Its kinda like getting out of a pool or a beach. I felt like my hair looked bad. But they said i still looked good. While you say maybe i should dress up. They said although my hair wasnt perfect that i still was. You say its nice when i dress up for you. They made me feel special. And ik you would normally make me feel special. You would have before i met them. But i cant. Im with you. But i cant get them out of my head. When i dream. Its them not you. And im sorry but its the truth. But the even harsher truth. Is its too late. And while my heart may be with them and while i think of them. Im with you.