Blame

your arms like a noose. your love is the push. my feet dangle as i gasp and kick my feet reaching for a body

I always have had a tendency to take blame for my friends. Not in the way of like fessing up and being punished for something they did but more feeling responsible when anything goes wrong. Feeling like i should have helped, when maybe there was nothing i could have done. i feel like i can help them by taking some of the weight of of their sholders. It seems recently like this has begun weighing me down. I feel like i'm sinking under the weight of the world. I'm just not stong enough to take any more, I'm going to be crushed.