Parabol

"So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now. Embracing you, this reality here, This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful. Wide eyed and hopefully wild.

We barely remember what came before this precious moment, Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside... This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion."

I miss holding on to him, being wide eyed and hopeful.... I love those moments when our bodies are just holding on to one another as we drift to sleep. Little do you know that I'm using you as an anchor to keep me from spinning away into myself. Like when we're rolling around the front hard, loosing salvia in the grass, then the following morning searching frantically for it. That night was another one of those times when I needed to hold on to you and you let me do just that.....

...I need to hold on to someone tonight but there's no one here....