Held

What I want is for him to wrap me in his arms, and just let me cry or hug him, or whatever. I'm always the strong one. I'm always the one that's holding someone else. I always suck up whatever I'm going through to be there for someone else, and I'm ok with that. I love being the person people come to. I'd just like to be on the other side for a change.

I would never tell him this though. He doesn't need my drama, and I couldn't just dump all of that on him. It wouldn't be fair to him. He doesn't need that responsibility. Nobody needs the responsibility of dealing with my emotions.

He's really perceptive though. He can read me so easily (although I'd never let him know that), better than anyone I've ever let get close enough to me to read me at all. So maybe he'll just be able to see what I want. But, maybe he won't. Oh well.

At least it will be interesting to see what happens.