Weed

thought 15 years, 1 week ago...

I bought weed yesterday. But for the first few hours that I had it, it was hard to think of it as "mine" and not "ours". That's what I want all possessions to be like.

This makes me happy. There's a quote from Buddhist scripture that goes something like "To be truly happy, count nothing as your own amidst abundance" that is applicable here.

The only time I bought weed, I just gave my boyfriend the money for it, so he'd go around searching and stuff. I never actually got to horde it and break it out and just look at and think: "this is mine!" But I never wanted to smoke it all myself, anyway.

thought 15 years, 11 months ago...

I think I'm more normal when I smoke. I just smoked with my uncle. I also saw a girl today who liked almost exactly like superbestfriend. Both were surreal.

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