Yearbooks

looking through all of my friends from freshman year's facebook friends i start to see names i recognize, but the faces have all changed. its only been three years

and then instantly, like a big door holding back surpressed memories, i miss them all....i hated them back then, now i miss them like whoah. what have i given up to be where i am today, was it worth it? why does it feel like school was something i took advantage of at the time, and now before i even have a chance to look forward again it all ends!?

its queit tonight, so many things i didnt do

or say

or think

the fear of missing out just set in hard....