Quiet

Why can’t I react like everyone else? I watch my coworkers cackle, scream, laugh, howl, hit each other, and run around. I watch someone jokingly try to bite another. I hear a joke and maybe I smile. My mouth is closed. How do they feel emotions so animated? Why do I never feel the desire to scream and kick my feet? Am I meant to only observe? Am I even meant to belong?

That's all I wanted. Is that so much to ask for? I just wanted to be alone, but no. I can't have that.

I hate the feeling when some large portion of white noise suddenly stops.

It's like the white noise was equalizing pressure in your head,

But it's gone,

So your head is probably going to cave into itself.

That feeling blows.

it was quiet

it was nice

now its loud...

and it is not nice...