Songs

I have been hunkered down in my room for days writing songs about all of this.

The rape, the pain, the loneliness. I can only hope that by the end of this my heart will have a pink scar, but I'll have a decent album. I can at least be thankful for that.

My parents even said they'd help me find a place to cut a record. I'm kind of excited about that actually. I think I need to make a point to for the next couple of days write good things on here... make a point to at least name one good thing that's going on in my life instead of obsessing over the bad, even if it's something small like "today someone bought me a bag of M&M's, or my amazing friend K came to the library and bought me coffee."

These are all good things. I have to remember, I've kept my head up this far... I haven't let anyone drown me yet I won't start now.