Bother

Every time I hang out with her I feel so happy. Not to sound emo or anything, but she makes my life worth living. When it otherwise wouldn't be, I mean. Today was an awesome day. Tonight was an awesome night. I guess it just bothers me that we're not spending the rest of it together.

"You don't need to bother...I don't need to be...I keep slippin farther, once I hold on, I won't let go til it bleeds...."

For some reason, ever since the first time I heard this song, it has held a certain .... special place in my heart. I hold the feels of nostalgia and emptiness mostly ... but not necessarily in a negative way. Every song by Stone Sour makes me think of one of my dearest friends. He and I are fans of them and it makes life more barable to know that there's someone out there who enjoys things you do. So, bother, therefore reminds me of one of my dearest friends and reminds me that someone out there cares....