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I have always been responsible and turned my homework in on time, never forgot an appointment, never missed a bill, and never partied even once I turned 21. Now I am nearing 30 and I want to party every night and I don't care about getting a late charge (not that I have yet). I want to have all the the fun I was scared of. I don't want to read a book I want to talk to somebody. I want to get drunk and laugh. I do scary things like speed by more than five miles over the limit (am I going to get a speeding ticket?) Everyone around me is so stressed out and I am not for the first time and I want to have fun.
It's been a while since I've had this kind of fun. When I first met this boy I thought he was an interesting tag-along to a previously planned adventure to the northside. Turns out he's very amusing, laughs at my stupid jokes, is perfectly willing to have fun, and makes me something akin to happy. I have missed this sort of fun, flirty sort of silly fun.