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& trying to argue that im not just pisses me off more because they just say 'uh, yeah you are' with such conviction. like they even know. &, half of them drink just as much, if not sometimes more. they schedule time to drink. I just do it cuz im bored.if you truly think im an alcoholic, maybe you should do something about it. otherwise, shut the hell up, or just don't encourage it & drink with me, how about that.
I really love being drunk and lately I drink a lot, which makes me think I may be an alcoholic. I mix heavy drinks, drink alone at home, cry a lot, etc. I have started to distance myself from people... and I think that may be the worst part :(
Tonight though was my friends bday with cheap drinks at the bar and much happiness to be hold. I was super stoked and learned a plethora of new martinis :) Mmmmm martini! AND I was aroudn people :) but drunk and relatively happy, no coordination, no real to function other than "need tp ingest food and water
I am a functioning alcoholic. However, a month ago I was a non-functioning alcoholic. I've decided to stop fighting the booze, and get this functioning thing down first. I don't dislike myself for being this way. I view things in a far too complicated manner to despise other people for a single trait, let alone myself.
God damn... I just realized... it takes half a bottle of gin for me to be tipsy. That can't be a good sign. I'm not even a heavy drinker; never have been. I refuse to believe this is just genetics and lithium salts. That's a good 20 oz of gin right there, that's like... 13 shots. Yeah, I even have control of the logic center! Damn it! I'm not supposed to have this tolerance in high school! I can walk normally, I can talk normally, I can almost think normally. The main difference is I'm a lot more inclined to hit on you, no matter who you are. And I guess I'm more inclined to get deja vu, too. Fuckin' hell. Well, I'm gonna hit up bed. Happy St. Patrick's day, to all, even the straight-edgers.