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Why is it that I can talk to some "random" guy that I haven't seen in over 10 years, and never really knew to begin with, more than I can talk to my boyfriend? I'm not so sure this is a good thing. I mean, talking to the random guy was funny, but I think that I should have more than three sentence conversations with the person I am dating.
You think you're so cool. But I know you only talk to hide your true nature, your insecurities, your problems. You can't stand to see anyone happy when you're so obviously not, you can't tolerate anyone different from yourself. How ironic, when you yourself demand tolerance.
Sometimes I just want to tell him, "Hey.... we need to talk about this... I'm serious, I want to talk about this." But I don't know if he's ever really ready to listen to it. It seems to be a difficult subject to address between the two of us. I just hope that I can get over the awkward feeling of "Hey.... we've been messing around for a long time. When are we going to talk about it? Yes, I realize we've had a passing conversation before but that's not the point! I need to talk to you about it. I need to get this off of my chest."
I want to ask him why things are different with him than the other guys. I mean, of the different guys I'm casually dating right now I enjoy him the most. Granted things aren't as physical as they are with other guys but I feel as though that's not important with him. He's cuddly and fun to talk to but when we did start fooling around it becomes awkward almost because of the other girl he's with. it's just very odd.... I mean I love to fool around with him but a few days later I'm confused bout how I feel about the situation. Oh well, it's silly to think of.
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