Sobergirl

My brother's roommate's sister, she was a huge part of my biggest social fuck-up ever, but that's not what this is about. She seems to have forgotten it anyway, maybe I just give off a completely different vibe now than I did... that's the hope, actually. But we've been hanging out recently. I mean our brothers are graduating together, so we're in the same place at the same time a lot. She's cool as shit, but that's also not what this is about, kind of. I realized tonight that if she kissed me, I'd definitely kiss her back, "and more." I mean, that's cool and all, if I was completely single. I have my not-quite-girlfriend, and I feel like I'd be not-quite-cheating on her. But I mean, what's it say about me if I can't even go three days without wanting to hook up with someone else? Really, me? But whatever. She won't make the move and I certainly won't make the move, so I guess I have nothing to worry about. But I still feel a little guilty. Damn.