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My life is falling a part, and it seems like I just keep fucking it up even more. There's a part of me that is so desperate to believe that none of it is my fault, but I know I need to take some of the blame.
I don't have anything to look forward to. Everyday is such a struggle, and I'm constantly asking myself what's the point. I'm just ready to be done with this entire thing.
My life could be compared to whirlpool. Although I fight against it, it just keeps sucking me back in. Nothing changes other than I'm loosing energy. There's a little voice inside my head telling me to give up, stop fighting against the current, and let it sweep me away.
Don't give up. Don't loose hope. Something will happen, something that will make you rethink this. I can't promise it will be today, tomorrow, or soon, but it will happen. HOLD ON for the hope of having HOPE..... The more content you are with that idea, the more you will come to find a way to grab hold of the life that is spiraling apart around you.
^ i second that comment. ^ ironically yesterday i realized i had nothing to look forward to as well. so now i'm just waiting, for what exactly? i don't know. i have no idea what's going to come next. i sorta stuck in a liminal transition stage, it's bound to get better, right? (crosses fingers)