Epiphany

So yesterday I came to the conclusion that anger and regret are not things that are worth having. I've really been weaving them into a net over my head for the past year and a half and they've trapped me before. Love and reason have always been able to cut through those cords though, they've just been inside my jacket the whole time. Now they're in my hands, and I know it'll take a while, but I can finally cut my net and maybe be a happy person again.

So I realized today how much I don't miss you. I'm not going to lie I was pretty pissed when you wrote me a letter like a fucking 5th grader explaining to me how I was a terrible person and how you didn't want to be my friend any more. However today while you were intruding on my personal time with some of my friends I noticed how much you got on my fucking nerves. I hate the way you talk like a fucking valley girl all the time. I hate the way you do stupid shit to make people laugh even though it makes you look fucking stupid. I hate the way you pout whenever you don't get everyone's attention. I HATE the way every time you open your mouth you're complaining. Really, you just got on my nerves, and I realize now how much happier I am without you in my life. I don't have to worry about you anymore.