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i'm wary to post this because i'm sure you'll read it.
i can't imagine you being so much like your brother. i can't imagine you being so violent or so... as bad as you make him sound. i can't even imagine your voice sounding like his. it's so innocuous, so sweet and careful when you talk.
i want you to realize i'm just too crazy and you're just too sweet. but you agree. you agree with most everything i say (she says you're a puppy dog. i agree) and do you really like most everything i like? even erik is something i came up with. why? i don't get it.
maybe that's part of why i like you so much. maybe you are just as manipulative as i am, and i admit, for a long time i felt manipulated. i still wonder sometimes, with all our elaborate or heavy handed plotting, are you going to turn it around on me? i see that mean streak and try my damndest to bring it out of you.