Toomuch

There is entirely too much going on in my life right now. I'm exhausted, stressed, happy, amused, giddy, lucky, excited, scared to death, and so much more. All at once. It's been such a long time since I've allowed myself to feel such a wide range of emotions all at once and I'm not sure how to handle it.

I want someone to help hold me up and remind me that I am loved even when I make poor choices, but I don't feel like there's really anyone I can be 100% honest and up front with because no matter who it is something I'm feeling or someone I bring up is going to trigger gut reaction.

Sometimes, I just want someone that I can unload on that won't tell me what to do or how to react and won't bring it back up or use it against me. Just let me get it out. I am as young and stupid as anyone else. I am as old and wise as anyone else. No one has all the answers and I'm tired of bottling everything up to protect everyone else.

Some days even the mightiest rock crumbles a little bit.