View Thinker #088080's profile thought 11 years, 11 months ago...

Sometimes I think I wish I could just kill some people off. But I don't want the legal or moral issues to haunt me. Why can't some people just leave others alone? If they are not a necessary part of your life, leave them alone! You're not family you're not really friends so why are you lingering around? Some people just need to disappear.

View Thinker #000000's profile thought 15 years, 8 months ago...

Why do people choose to bring this horror to the world?

I desperately want to live in a world where the people around me don't get brutally murdered at random.

I hate that this makes me constantly imagine the deaths of everyone that I care about. I hate that the scenarios have played over and over in my head so much that they can no longer turn off, and that I feel like I'm constantly living a nightmare where I'm a split-second away from witnessing sudden and horrific violence. I hate that this makes me want to arm. I hate the gun permit application with my signature on it. I hate that I can't feel detached, and that I feel that it's inevitable that it'll eventually be my turn. I hate that for all the murders that have happened around me, I've never heard of the killers being caught. I hate that I'll probably never know why people wanted my brother dead.

I hate that I'm becoming a hateful person.

My friend tonight was a good guy, and made a lot of friends that will miss him a lot.

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