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People really piss me off. Don't tell me that my baby "is in heaven with god and the angels" and "God must have wanted them back." Fuck you and your opiate of the masses. Fuck you for saying anyone has the right to take my baby, and that I should be happy! FUCK YOU, One of my relatives actually had the gall to tell me it was MY fault, for being a pro-choice slut. God punishing the wicked and all. I slapped her. First time in my life I ever hit someone in anger. That was my baby. I give no shit about people when they say "You don't love them until they're born." Bullshit. Bullshit. Bullshit. I loved Bump as soon as I realized I was pregnant. Even though a pregnancy wasn't scheduled, by the time we got to a doctor to find out for sure, I loved Bump so fucking much that when she told us I was indeed pregnant, I went "YES!" And the father almost fell down. It's unbelievable how insensitive people are. Most act like I've had my appendix out.
I lost my baby about a month ago. I was right at twelve weeks. There was blood, a 911 call. 45 minutes later, the ambulance shows up. A male EMT comes in, pronounces the blood as 'not that much,' and takes me out to the ambulance. He waits until he's asked me a bunch of questions before we go to the hospital. No one comes in for over an hour, then the doctor comes in with orders. After an ultrasound, he comes in and says "I'm sorry, but you've had a miscarriage," and walks out as I start to cry.