Silentlucidity

Today I decided to go for a drive and enjoy the peace and beauty. I drove out toward the county and I am so glad I did. I stopped and got out of the car to take a picture because I noticed how blue the sky was and the clouds were perfect! I actually got a photo of an angel cloud, sun corona, or a sun dog. I am extremely inspired. What happened next was awesome!!!!!!!!!

I just thought late last night, why don't I have any dreams about my dad? Is it too early? Will I have dreams about him ever? Those were my thoughts just last night. After I left where I was parked getting photos of the sky, I decided to go the long way back into town. As I was driving the song Silent Lucidity came on the radio. Sometimes I can listen to it and other days I cannot. It never resonated with me until I lost my dad. I started to cry but it was a totally different kind of cry. A good cry or a release is what I would call it. I had a feeling of security..........like a strong sense of security. Then my mind said, I am here with you keep going! I see you and I am proud of you! It was something I was looking for in a sense. It came at the perfect time. I was able at least on that car ride just to completely let go and open my mind. Which in the song it says:
If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on human eyes to see
The walls you built within Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin

Living twice at once, you learn You're safe from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round-trip journey in your head Master of illusion can you realize
Your dreams alive, you can be the guide.

Then it goes on to say I will be watching over you. I knew at that moment I was meant to take that detour today. That little 30-minute drive did me so so much good I am just in awe of when you open yourself up and truly pay attention the things that you see. It is a beautiful thing. That was my dad saying hey I am here just in a different way. I would never ever leave you. I see you and you make me proud. Keep focused and keep moving forward and do NOT look back!