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2>I miss everyone I've ever loved. This is an obvious recurring theme, if you haven't been around this site for three years. I'm worried I'm actually going t6o die of heartbreak. Maybe that's what old people die of. Would it be considered suicide?
3> I'm ashamed now.
3). I let one person in the last four years get to know me. I was too burned from the last person I let in to lower my gaurd for the general public. Guess what... I got burned again. 2 layers of second degree burns do not feel pleasent.
so in looking over my posts i see a lot of pretty words and over developed thoughts. it occured to me that sometimes you should just write the straight up truth and not color it with fluff and poetry. truth #1) i am sleeping with a girl who says she loves me
truth#4) i have a friend named Allen whose girlfriend just broke up with him. he whines and complains about it every day. i feel bad for him, i do, but i think that its time to stop trying to get her back into his life and realize she doesnt love him any more. no, they cannot be "friends" and they absolutly cannot sleep together again just because he misses her. he doesnt blog so i know he wont see this. i certainly cant go up to him and tell him to pull himself together. as a result i am forced to hold him and tell him it will be alright every time he takes it into his head to go see her and she doesnt beg for hiim back.