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I'm gay again. I spent maybe a month being gay almost two years ago. It's different now. Last time it was because I was fed up with girls. There is no reason I should have to explain this one... girls are girls. That's it. Now it's because I can't dissociate sex and love. The idea of fucking a girl other than the one I love really bothers me. But having thought about it for a while, the idea of fucking a guy doesn't bother me at all. Even though she has said she would fuck me with a strap-on, though that was a joke and a taunt. But she does have a strap-on, so if it does end up happening, awesome for me. I guess it amounts to, in my heart I know I'm not gonna end up with a guy, because... girls are girls. But right now I don't wanna be with any girl but superbestfriend. So that leaves me with only one option: promiscuous gay sex.